recluse1:

I don't know what your mother's illness is, but it sounds serious. It is never easy to watch someone you love suffer. I really do understand how you are are feeling. My father died of emphazema, my spelling is terrible, anyway he was sick for several years and watching him die from not being able to breath just tore my heart out. Just try an be strong and know you have the prayers of all these people here, I will keep you and your mother in my prayers and thoughts also.