I especially hate people that talk to me like my mom does. That's why in fact I quit talking to her. I don't need to take that bull **** and I won't. I think from now on I'm just sticking to this subforum. I have been a mess all day and I just can't take it anymore. So **** people. **** this piece of **** life I have. Everything is pointless and things just get worse so what's the ****ing point anyways. I need a vacation. I'm glad you people understand. I guess it's downward spiral time.

Maybe I should take a saphris.