Thank you for your reply Bill3. I know that sounds bad. But what exactly happened is that he threw it in my direction hitting the window. Still, that is unacceptable. If that cup ever touched my face or any part of my body I wouldn't have joined this forum to vent, and that would have been it for us. We had a heart to heart talk couple days after and he sat quietly, listened to my every word, and I asked him to get on medication, to which he agreed to speak to his psychiatrist to do so. I'ts a step forward and I'm going to take things day by day. And support him and I know he is sorry and feels ashamed about it that is why I am willing to give us this chance. I am not perfect when I get things in my head and can make things more than what they are but I learned to handle those times, him on the other hand, has never had anyone to help him. Love doesn't give up that easily...well, not yet.... thank you again.