I also collect firearms even though I cannot afford to do this anymore
right now. I also never had the thought to harm myself or others. Now as far as the shootings go, it seems that when one child sees it happen elsewhere, in their sick confused mind, they want to do it themselves just because it was OK with the previous child that did the same thing. Their feelings and thoughts have been validated. This is what I think, but I may be wrong.

I do not want to see any of this at all. It does help me feel down.