But I don't think anything... I'm just empty, I have like no thoughts or opinions...

I just am... watching all this happen and just being like.. meh

I know that doesn't make sense... I dunno how to put it into words...

Been this way for so long I don't know and can't imagine any other way

My therapist had an. Accident.. so she couldn't make the last app .. not sure how long she be gone.. pdoc on March 1

I'm just Trying my best.. sigh