I think, Alex, that you are the only one that saw the humor in the situation. So many here (including me) have relations with the T that are full of drama and seem to be a love/hate relationship. So when it occurred to me that my T was really nothing special, I found it an amusing contrast that I could think such a thing.

Mouse said: "Could be that you feel its best to destroy her just incase she lets you down?"

I guess I have already destroyed "her" -- since my T is male...