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direkat · Feb 16, 2018, 12:33 PM

Oh man tell me about it, I have literally said things that happened in the past and my mom said 'oh I didn't do that' but the really disturbing thing is, the only repressed memory I've ever had,

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the one where she swatted me repeatedly on the back of the thighs with the metal end of a flyswatter until red welts came up because I ate a bunch of Flintstone Vitamins, she tells that story almost with pride it seems like, she says 'oh i didn't want to' or whatever but she tells it to everyone and how she got investigated because of it but of course we didn't get taken away because she wasn't an abusive mom she just hit me 'a little too hard' UGH

I DIGRESS, yeah I didn't get mental health help until like 3 weeks before my 28th birthday and I'm 29 now, so it's not been long, I just thought I was a ****** person, didn't think I was sick really, kind of wouldn't admit to myself I had been abused, despite the fact that

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my brother used to leave marks on me and put his hand down my pants.

So yeah, really weird mind lol