I just want a clean break from her. I feel hurt by her because she makes me feel deficient, in all ways. Her family was so judgmental. And cultural issues.

And she did not care for me and was never there for me. I tried my best by trying to ask questions about her engineering program and stuff. I tried to be supportive. I probably failed because I have no idea what support is. So I have no idea why she would have wanted me around. She would often say things like, "I miss you." If she didn't want me for real, why didn't she just drop me? I have no qualms wishing I could drop her now that she is causing me more unhappiness than happiness. I want to get rid of any trace of her from my life. I want a clean break. I don't want any reminders.

But the company is only on hold so I'll have to wait a bit to find out if I can actually cut her out of my life.
If she does want to continue, I'll give her everything and bow out of her life. I just want it to be over.

Also please no more aspersions over whether or not I use people up and throw them out. If we go through that again, I will say I'm a sociopath just to make you all stay away. It was very painful to me. Am I hurting enough, showing enough pain for you to see my humanity?

I don't know if, after waiting for her to decide what to do with the company, unfriending her is classy or not. But I am just very hurt and abandoned by her.