I have an emergency session tonight. We talked in the phone a little bit. He says he never said he was disgusted by that woman’s gesture just that she crossed a boundary. I still sensed contempt and disgust from him. He says don’t tell him how he felt. He seemed angry that I somehow am “discounting” the above and beyond things he has done for me Now I am worried that he will take those things away. He said he knows now not to talk about other clients with me. Trash talking then yeah we both agree. I feel really sick right now. The call and the emergency session should be signs of caring? Why do I feel like he is screwing with my emotions? I want to trust that he cares but I. Feeling paranoid that he’s trying to hurt me.