I'd like to believe I did some good. For all the structural problems of the job, I never considered myself blameless. There are certainly things in myself I consider worth working on, I just don't consider it mutually exclusive from outside factors. Sorry, if this all became tangential since the original intent of my first post had to do with dealing with the prospect of going back to school. Turns out that there may be some logistical issues that delay that goal anyways. I have an outstanding balance that I was previously unaware of that is preventing me from acquiring some of my transcripts. So, basically I have to resolve this newfound debt before any college admissions can be completed.