HI Perna, i always hated my last name so i leave it out and just go by my first name and use my middle name as my last. My Therapist even recommended that it could be changed at city hall for like $100 bucks or soo. She said she changed hers like 20 years ago and by doing so took on a more positive outlook.

There's a lot of politicians in massacusetts who were just convicted and indicted unfortunately with my same last name and
so now every where i go if they hear my last name the heads turn.

So U can always legally change it if it really bothers you that much.

good luck