thanks all..

Today I went back to that grocery store to pick a few things that I didnt get last night cuz i was freaking out. I'm still so wierded out. Funny thing is I saw her once before, but that time she was with her fiance and I was with friends, but it didnt affect me as much. I guess somewhere down deep I wish since we were both alone that we could have talked, especially since I was having such a horrible day. I wish she would have been like.. Hey . how are you. And I'd say bad, and she 'd offer to talk or go to the movies and I'd have the mom i always wanted.