It doesn't seem aggressive in the least, and probably should be addressed, but I don't have the ability. There's not always an easy solution.
Maybe I should just "get over being having bipolar." There could be wisdom in that. Getting over the hurting is certainly essential to happiness. That sounds nice. Getting over the lack of control might be not so good. That could be an easy justification for mania. Getting over depression would be so nice! Loneliness? How? How can we?
If only.
It's ok?