So, today started hopeful, but got really overwhelming and then now is calming down. But if it weren't for some help, today could have gotten really bleak. I want to have hope that now I'm caught up, I'll be able to stay on top and keep up, I WANT to think we'll, but if history has taught me anything...well, I don't even want to say it. Let's just hope I get some help in the next few weeks and March when I finally see the actual pdoc. *exhales*