Hugs to those that need it.

Happy hugs to happy folks.
I’m having some lucidity this morning so I wanted to check in. I’ve been very unwell, I came very close to going IP as I was having a mixed episode and was actively suicidal. I haven’t been actively suicidal in a long time.
My boyfriend has been with me 24-7 and is taking care of me. I’m feeling “up” right now and I have a question about meds. I need to start a thread on it. I could use advice (no medical advice, of course).
Extra hugs to my PM pen pals here and I’m sorry I’ve not been here. I’ve been too sick.