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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
Haven’t checked in in a couple of days because I’ve literally been too exhausted, plus I don’t know how to describe how I’m feeling. I’m actually feeling almost stable, which is nice, except for bouts of self harm thoughts and a general feeling of doom that just overcomes me sometimes out of nowhere. Very bizarre. But overall I feel better. Maybe I just had to adjust to being back at work. I’m trying not to think too far ahead and assume things will go bad again. Just hoping they stay ok.
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I am thinking of you. Feelings of impending doom happens to me, sometimes. Like a looming, very strong feeling something bad is going to happen...but I do not know what.
For me, that can be a sign of a mixed episode with psychosis coming on. Not always.
I’m thinking of you.
I’m glad you are doing well otherwise!
Things are OK for you, it feels like something ominous and concerning is coming...but I think things are ok. I know you don’t feel it’s “ok,” I sure do understand. I hope this is supportive for you. It helps me to have someone tell me things are ok when I feel something is going to happen.
Keep an eye on your thinking....don’t judge. Just observe and if you are feeling bad or the impending doom is getting stronger...it’s a good time to reach out, ok?
You can always PM me. I’m having a mixed episode and I’m “up” this morning. But if I don’t reply soon that’s why. I am thinking of you. Things are ok.
Please call your pdoc or go to,the hospital if the SI urges get too strong. Or you feel like you need too. I am thinking positive thoughts but get that help if you need it.