I've suddenly started feeling really really down today about the friend I've posted about.Another friend has just let me down today so maybe that's what's started it.I really tried to give her all the support she needed ,really tried.She accepted it and asked for it too.Why would she then behave so cruelly and hurtfully towards me?Is it mental illness or is she just an unfeeling selfish person deep down?She's hurt my feelings so much and I don't think she cares one bit.It's horrible. I've gone over it on here many times,I'm sure everyone is fed up of hearing about it and I'm fed up of it myself.I'll end this post now.