It is. I will just get my passport sorted out when I get SSDI since it's $110. My marriage license is in one of our storage units I just have to figure out which one. I'm just gonna go by bus in April. Gonna leave on the 17th and get back on the 21st. A bus ticket is only $171. At least if I take the bus I can take my own food, since there's not much I can eat at an airport. We don't have money for a plane ticket right now anyways. Waiting around to find out if I got approved for SSDI is old. I mean it's only been 2.5 years since I first applied. When you only have 1 income things are rough and my husband doesn't make much. My health is bad and stress doesn't help. It's been about a month since I saw my husband or many people in general. It's really just me and my animals and it's not like you can hold a convo with them. I have 1 friend, she's been sick though. She's finally better so we're gonna go to the mall tomorrow. Nobody checks on me to see if I'm ok. The did the first week, but haven't heard anything from anyone since. It's lonely being here alone without my husband. We don't get to talk much cause he works 11 hrs a day, every day. Sometimes Sundays he gets to go in late. Gotta love how when you need people they just disappear. Sorry I snapped but all I could hear in my head was my mom's voice dictating what I needed to do with my life. I was already in a bad spot to begin with. There's a reason I don't talk to her anymore. I don't have to put up with emotional abuse if I don't want to. Things are figured out. All is right in the world.