I'm flipped to energetic today, so I don't want to spend a lot of time writing this. Ummm, well, just to say wired is the closest to describe it. I'm happy I'm getting some workout, but I'm kinda mad that it just doesn't feel enough...i am back to that "manic" feeling again. Whether or not it's truly mania though (probably not or not exactly), the fact is I'm just tiring out but still, well wired, so it's like I don't want to do anything (chorewise). Lucky for me, I'm taking the day off...except with anxiety, nobody ever REALLY gets a day off... I mean, unless they get some help. So I'm just still anxiously awaiting March and to get my diagnosis/treatment plan, well, more of it. I do have plans and a few goals for now, so it's just a matter of working extra hard on that, which I'm frankly fed up on doing and fear the burn out again...hell, I just had it yesterday, I'm still recovering, so I'm not really back on track yet, but today feels like a turning point...as long as tomorrow gets better. Will hope for the best!
Hugs*
|