Yes, I think you need to like your t if you want to heal.
You said you are in a wierd place and don't like many people right now. You have to take that into consideration. Will you like any therapist right now? Are you afraid to face what is going on? Are you afraid to talk? ...
I would suggest talking with your pdoc about this. He/She may have some incite for you.
Good luck, I hope you find some comfort soon.