It seems like you all do know what I'm talking about. Thanks for sharing that some of you know this first-hand.

If this were just me taking a break and relaxing after a lot of stress, that would be fine. I've been under a real lot of stress. But this is dysfunctional passivity. I know from experience that just vegetating and neglecting everything will only make my life worse. The house getting messiest will only make me more unhappy.

If I would just start taking care if business. But I'm doing nothing but diverting myself with my electronic devices. It's like I want to just slide down the pit and give up.

I wish I could sleep. I'm hungry. Nothing much on hand to eat.