Mom said take your stuff and move down to his place. But you can't live here during the week and with him on the weekends. So get out or break up because he's not going to offer you the life you want. Well i thought about it and though its super hard for me to break up with a man i still love and know i will never see again i did break up.

A 29 year old is after him, he wants more kids, she is a professional so has money. He's 49 says he doesn't like her but I know that's his next girlfriend maybe even wife she has his kid she's his for 18 years or death whichever comes first.

I'm heartbroken really. I had to choose whats best for me not what feels best in the moment.