I just can’t. It feels like i’m not meant to live at all. I can’t socialize. My physical health isn’t great. And my mental health it even worse. I can’t even enjoy anything.. What sucks is there are steps i can take to improve all of this but i don’t even have the motivation to. I feel weak and utterly disgusting with myself. I’m not suicidal by any means. can’t tell if that’s a good thing or not considering i don’t want to be here.