"I wish I could ask for help but there is no one left to talk to. All the love in the world but not a soul to pay attention."

Yes, I can relate to that. I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support. Things move pretty quickly here. It can take a while to become known. But there's a lot of support that can be available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. So please keep posting. I wish you well...