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Feb 17, 2018 at 09:01 PM
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Originally Posted by MavriforceK9r
I normally don't hurt myself physically to the point of injury even though I am masochistic but, in the past I have self-punished for not standing up to bullies and people who have tried to exercise authority over me in different situations and sometimes just out of frustration and intense anger at myself for being so messed up or self hatred.
I have thought this over a lot and come to the conclusion that this may be the state of mind or alter that I refer to as "DH" who is very abusive in my mind anyway and he has, in the past even threatened to cut me if I do or don't do things that piss him off. Thankfully it has never gone beyond me or him, whichever one of us it is,
after an argument with a family member.
What I want to know is has anyone else here cut out of pure frustration or self punishment?
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I am so sorry that you are struggling right now. It sound like you make have schizophrenic base on my experience with my brother and my research that i had done. I have self harm as a punishment myself.
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