No, we have irreconcilable differences and trying to explain that I am hurt and the reasons why will only make her more angry at me. The very things that cause me pain are the things she hates about me.

I’m staying away. I simply can’t deal with her. A testament to my immaturity maybe, but I would rather close the door on something causing me some pretty deep pain. Maybe mild, but very deep.

I’m not the right fit for her. I am incapable of being her friend. It’s all my problem. I know deep down that she is pure.