Feeling hopeless, worthless and unlovable today. Nobody cares. I cannot see myself lasting through this current Appeals Process. Living in a homeless shelter is not healthy for me. Why is it that people who work hard, live within their means, choose honesty and doing the right thing are forced to lose everything before they are "considered" for their disability benefits? I did not choose my illness, PTSD. It happened to me. I die a little every day from the shame, disrespect and indignities of having a mental illness. I want to give up but I don't have the COURAGE! And....I'm really missing wifi access.