I am truly sorry for ever ridiculing you and your cousin. I don't know why I did It at the hall. I was petty and vindictive because you said that I tried too hard to be good like I was actually rubbish and only pushed myself. It wasn't cool to try hard. I am sorry because I know how much things from my past still resonate and affect me. I hope you find special someone. I feel like an awful person for this