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Old Feb 18, 2018, 04:38 PM
Ruby.Dobbs Ruby.Dobbs is offline
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So this is the first time I have done something like this.. I am a single mom of the great kids 11 9 and almost 7.. However me and my oldest have got a lot of the same mental health diagnosis.. Over Christmas break we had to have her hospitalized cause she had an incident and tried to stab herself.. She was released after 7 days.. Unfortunately she became someone that wasn't my daughter.. My kids were raised with manners and respect and picked up after them selves slightly argued but this new kid wasnt my kid.. She expected to get what ever she wanted when she wanted it, everyone to worship her, the whole 9 yards.. Well the more I would call her out on her games and crap the worse her attitude towards me got.. She even kicked me in the chest twice.. I eventually had to spank her.. I don't like spanking my kids.. Once I spanked her she started screaming bloody murder at the top of her lungs " someone help me, call the cops.." Its extremely hard being bipolar depression having anxiety and ptsd and function yourself. Its even harder when ya got a mini mi fighting you even harder.. Shes bipolar has anxiety and ptsd too.. She pushed my limits that day.. She pushed them hard.. I had to walk away and call my grandma to come get her so all three of my kids didn't end up in foster care or I ended up in jail.. Even though she isn't around me anymore I guess her attitude still hasnt improved.. She would tell me that she hated her life and wanted to die cause no one understands how she feels and what she's going through... I told my daughter things I never told anybody so she knew that I understand and that I was there for her.. But she just kept fighting and fighting to where I had to send her away.. I cry everyday wondering if I did the right thing... But my gut tells me I did.. So anyways I guess I'm at a loss cause I'm trying to find information on coping skills and better strategies to handle everything and find ways my daughter and I can work this together so she can come home..if anybody has any advice or anything please feel free to comment back on this post or send me a pm.. Thank you..
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