I think that maybe I'm just s little slow ..

I've been under a lot of pressure

Staying with the half bro that tried to kill us during the week trying to view things propper, rational, I need to do these things, I have no choice.. I don't think I'm going to make it, but I'm not giving up... it's hard.. I am not very much in control of any of this , I'm just riding the rapids trying not to get sucked under..

I don't wanna do it anymore, I'm so stressed, tired... damn...