I'm glad you don't answer emails by just saying, "we'll talk about it next time" which is a mistake two t's ago made. so, "feeling happy is 'abnormal' to me." but if I accept "happy" then do I loose my emotional support all together? or do I have the strength to tackle other things. of course my biggest fear is that a t, any t, will say, 'ok you're cured. go away'. H says I need to keep going because of my history. Can I say remission if it has been six weeks since my last depressive episode? I typically make it 6 months. Is that remission? Are you going to drop me now? Or in six months? oh, and sorry but I know where your d goes to college and why you asked me about prof n.