Thank you both of you. it feels good to know im not the only one who experienced this.

Yes im in college, and i guess i have my stress levels. but i feel so confused. the fact is that im obsessing on the possibility that i dont love my bf, and its killing me, and obviously is making me insicure, also in bed.

I read once that a person who suffers from sexual obsession can obsess about the idea of not loving their partner and always seeing the bad in them, and eventually ruin the relationship just because its an obsession and not the real feeling. that pretty much whats happening to me. mah im confused... how can a person realize whats true and whats not?

sometimes its like things overlap on each other, and i loose track. i have issues in my life right now, mainly some level of anxiety and i think repressed anger. i dont know if its playing a part in this. i can't really speak to anyone about my feelings, im embarrassed and just scared to open up. im an introverted person when it comes to my emotions... *sigh* and this sex thing is stressing me even more.