Thank you for the reply and input. I apologize for poorly conveying my question and request. I do not ask for anyone to know if she loved me or not, but rather to attempt to guess based on info that I stated. I am conscious of how (much) more information is more than likely required in order to judge if she did (does) love me, had (have) feelings or not. I think that I am and have been that heartbroken that I am trying to come to terms with the aforesaid topic (amongst others.) I am willing to share more history.

I both understand and respect your statements about wasting time, the difficulties and questioning the purposes of attempting to learn and understand someone else's psyche, why s/he is how she is (e.g. feelings, moods) and so on. I appreciate your advice. As I said, I still have the feelings that I do (and have had,) which includes love.