M.
Tomorrow.
All week I’ve been working through this.
Compliance asked for an answer and it came in pieces.
There’s no other way than to bring this to the table.
I don’t want to but I have to for her.
I have no idea what this is going to look like or do to me.
I’m really afraid, but I’ve brought other things and we’ve worked through them and they did not crush me or shatter me.
Ya know, it’s been there and it’s not something new. It just wants to be heard and compliance wants it heard.
I don’t imagine I will be all me when I get to your office tomorrow. I already don’t feel like myself.
There has to be redemption from this.
I will believe that and hold on to it.
Thank you for the safety I feel with you with nothing expected back.
That in itself speaks millions.
See you tomorrow.
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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