Thank you for replies to my post.

Forgive me for not replying to each one. I’m not in a good place right now.

Each post helped me and encouraged me.

I’m going to go forward with confidence tomorrow and I will trust that what needs to be said will have a voice and be heard by the one that wants it voiced.

I really wish I could walk outside and talk about it. I feel so much better outside in nature than in a chair. It will be dark so that wouldn’t even be an option for me.

I do think I’ll take my sketch book and just have it there. The paper and pen has been an outlet before.

Maybe I’ll email him and let him know that things are not really solid right now.

I don’t know why this is scaring me so bad.

Well.

I really do.

I don’t want to get on that train that I can’t get off of when I want to.

That’s the worst!!

It’s the rabbit hole that takes so very much to recover from.

There ya go.

I don’t want to go there.

Thank you again for hearing me! Your replies meant much to me!