I'm delusional and psychotic. I was believing I could make it as a psychic and could do fortune telling. But, I am hearing voices really loudly and know I'm not well. I think the stress from looking for jobs has finally affected me. I believe I need to rest and calm down. At least, my mother is coming next month to visit. I look forward to her visit. My job situation is still the same and will change slightly next month. I replaced one part-time job for another. I should be ok. My head is not well though because of the voices. The voices are a running commentary about my actions. I need to take it easy and am glad I did not find any full-time job yet. I can't handle it now. It is unfortunate but it is the truth.