Well, I'm done. Kind of.

I told my current T that I'm going to see a new T. He was rather shocked. He really didn't want me and my husband to stop seeing him, but that is not his call. I've been with him for over 6 years. We've done a lot of work, but we've reached a plateau and I need a different approach. Depending how the new T works out I'll have my final session with him a month from now. It wound me up quite a bit and took a while to calm down. Thankfully we did grocery shopping afterwards so I've now relaxed. It was touching and a little sad but he was proud of me.

It was a big step for me. Normally I just stop going and don't answer the phone/email but I felt that I should at least give us some closure. My husband also mentioned that I did most of the work, but that T validated my feelings and my approach to things. I'm grateful for that, in at least I have a little more self-confidence.

So with that I step into the great unknown. I meet a new T tomorrow, but may not work with her. Another called to see when I was available and hopefully set up an appt. next week. I contacted a few more via email, but they may not be in because of the holiday.

It feels like I'm doing the right thing. I sure hope so.