Well, it's done. Told my current T that I'm going to stop seeing him and see a new T. (Okay, that sounds a bit blunt but I was more tactful than that.) He was rather shocked. I've seen him over 6 years and I've changed a lot under his care, but we're now stuck and it's time to move on. I think that's the longest I've been with a T. If all goes well with a new T I'll have one final appt. next month. He's grown real fond of my husband and I and I'll miss him, but a different approach than what he offers is needed. I feel like I need to take the reins of my life and gallop off into the sunset years. The other thing is it's hard to talk about "women's issues" and I don't have a magic wand to turn him into a female T. (I'm sure he and his wife are grateful for that.)

It took a while to wind down (I've been hyped for a couple of days), but we did a bunch of grocery shopping afterwards and I'm now knackered. I also didn't sleep well so I hope to go to bed early tonight.

I've talked my husband's ear off this morning about various things. He thought I was pretty hyper the past few days. I sure hope this isn't hypomania. That would be a kicker.

Have a couple of hours before making dinner. Making beef stroganoff tonight.

Mood is slowly calming down.