I don't know why I even bother.
Every time something goes right, something else comes along to make me feel like rubbish.
I met up with a friend the other day, and was feeling pretty good. But of course, in English, we're looking at "teens and technology." This topic always does nothing but make me feel self-conscious and awful.
I can't be bothered anymore.
Saying that, I know I won't end up killing myself as I'm too much of a coward to do that. Even if I wasn't a coward, something would go wrong because some bastard wants me alive for some sadistic, sick reason.