Can someone please help me in any way possible? I'm finally okay enough and I want to find a new doctor. I have to go through a certain insurance so that makes it hard.

I can't find anyone around here. Everyone is either too far away, doesn't specialize in what I need, or is in the same building as my current doctor and has terrible reviews.

Do I take a chance with someone in the same building with multiple bad reviews or do I write the longest, most in depth note about all the things I'm dealing with right now and give it to my current doctor in hopes that he will actually read and listen this time? I am so lost.