A many thanks for your post and question.

Currently, I am doing nothing and have not attempted anything since we last spoke one month ago; however, after she dumped me, I was trying to be back with her from then (mid November) until she stopped talking to me one month ago (end of January) when she said that she "needed a break from talking to me." With that said, in the latter parts of our history, post breakup, I became increasingly ambivalent, concerned and more about trying to reconcile with her due to several interrelated factors that are concerned with a lack of change, lack of effort, deterioration in interaction, communication and trust, manipulation, controlling and dictating communication and a few others.

I think that I mentioned the following, but I am sorry if I did not already so. As history continued to unfold as we continued being in each other's lives, especially post breakup, she almost seemed to be revealing herself to be a different person from the person whom I dated. I almost did not recognize her in general (not just visually.)