Another awful, awful day today, it's never going to end. There's something fundamentally wrong with me, I can not do people. The worlds nice, the trees, the birds, the sky, the sea, etc., - it's just the people I can't stand! It's a terrible weakness unfortunately, my goodness. I don't know if I'll ever overcome this. I'm psychotic! But I manage as best I can on my own. Some days are better than others so that's good.