I feel sick all the time, I feel unreal, and I feel as though there is a huge weight on my chest.

I had never heard you use that tone of voice with me before. It was literally my worst nightmare come true.

I asked you if I can please have an appointment this week, but you haven't replied.
I think perhaps you are already consulting about how to best get rid of me. I don't dare to contact you any more I'm case it cements that decision.