I went to the shops and park near your house this morning. I'm there a lot as R plays in the park and loves to see the ducks....but at the moment the whole time I'm in the area near your house I have an unbearable yearning to see you. At the same time as being full of anxiety and fear at the possibility of bumping into you. It's so intense. When will it get less intense? When will I not have to think about you so much? .