hi rio... just wanted to say, dont sell yourself short about the kind of person you are.. it soounds like you're comparing yourself to the lions... it takes all types in life.. i can totally understand the fears of finding the career you'll want to last forever.. idk, some seem to have figured that out... i like the words to a song called the Dance... 'our lives are better left to chance, i could have missed the pain, but i'd have had to miss the Dance' i know its kinda corny, but think about it, its true...