So the solution would be to get off the forum right? And study. That is probably all anyone will say. I just have to get it out of my head and stop trying to deal with it alone. I just can't stop using the Internet. I am having a major addiction problem with it. I'm on it constantly. And neglecting school. My grades were great all through community college, and my first year in university. And they started declining in the last 6 months, and now they suck. I keep making plans to study all night (I sleep during the day and work and study at night), and I just do random stuff online instead. Having a major self-control issue. I love school. I love to learn. I just can't seem to do it lately, I can't focus when I try to read my textbooks. I have TMTS (too many tabs syndrome). I am scatterbrained and I can't focus on one thing for very long. I am diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and borderline personality disorder. BPD features impulse control issues in particular. I feel afraid that I'm gonna keep doing poorly and never graduate. I'm a year and six months from graduation right now. I don't want to blow it now. I'm almost there.
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