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Old Feb 20, 2018, 09:19 AM
JesusGeek JesusGeek is offline
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Originally Posted by Bri_Cnqr View Post
I am looking into returning to school after a long hiatus spent bouncing around an economically & existentially insufficient professional world. My mental health and cognition became a repeated theme/burden when trying to navigate a professional setting. It seemed like every time I felt like I gained ground in managing my mental health symptoms, I found new depths or facets to my own deficits which interfered with my duties. I want to go back to school to start a new path but am terrified of repeating the cycle of being betrayed by my own mind. I'm hoping to find better coping mechanisms if anyone would be open to discussion in the future.
I have had similar issues. I dropped out of high school at age fourteen. Went back at sixteen. Did great for a year. Then failed out. Got my GED a year later. Tried college. Failed. Went back a year after that. Did great until six months ago. Picking things back up now, and trying to do good again. All I can say is get up again and again, every time you fall, and never give up. I sometimes view mental health relapses in a very negative way. In particular I let them crush me and make me fear for my future, I thought I'd never get anywhere in life. But I keep trying. That's all we can do
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