I wish I could just be happy.
I have so many good things in my life. I shouldn't be depressed, I shouldn’t be getting those self destructive thoughts and urges.
But still they come.
Why do I still get overwhelmed by those thoughts of killing myself? Why do I obsess over it?
Is it ever going to end?
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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