Been feeling a bit detached from myself and other people husbands birthday this morning feel the same so I gave him sex 1 because I want him happy 2 because I thought a good **** would help me but it left me blank and empty I love my husband very much I want today be a nice day for him feel like I need cut nothing I can use or do I need to get through today got music therapy hopefully it helps God I sound so unhappy am happy but I can't express it feel like a **** toy