No. He knows I am not attached and struggle with any kind of trust. He knows I am always tempted to quit tomorrow and am not at impacted whenever he has to cancel a session. He always offers an alternate day but I always decline.

While I appreciate his efforts in trying to help me heal, I am not sure he is "special" to me. He is hired to teach me the skills to hopefully be able to one day live a normal life but at this point based on things he has said, I think I am more special to him than he is to me. Maybe that will change some day.